Are there catholics who support the gay marriage or gay people? and more questions about catholic faith?

I am a catholic and I have found many priests are against the ity and as well my Latino Bible in spanish which says uals are not going to heaven in the letter for corithians.. I amn not worry whar do catholic priests think because I believe Jesus loves me.. and he has the power to say what is a sin. but at the same time I feel alone by my church in my small city in mexico.. I always wanted to be part of a group of a catholic renovation or charismatic.. which is similar to protestant pentecostes I don't know why.. I am confused.. I attendanced this service or embly of prayer.. they behaved like protestants screaming the name of Christ and some people fell down to the floor when they invoke the Holy spirit and they said they were cured.. I am not sure. I am gay but I feel catholicism is the true church but I reject their position about gays..I don't opinions personally from other catholics